Makin Hari Makin Mengancam (hard to forget you)

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI NISFU SYAABAN 2008

Today, Saturday 16.08.08(11:06pm)

well tadi pagi starts with bangun pukul 4:13 (janji arah mama kul 4 bangun haha) sekali kami bersahur and sembahyang di masjid..
di sekolah, tadi awal datang hehe. bagus juga tu if hari-hari awal datang, elaun pun inda di potong. (yeahh!!) okay, tengahari tu terasa lah lapar..its lunch time kan tapi tahan saja. berkat bersabar akhirnya sampai ke ptg aku relax saja hehe. pretending inda lapar lah. pura-pura kuat walaupun bibir ni kering sudah. kan minta air tapi inda apa, sabar saja hehe
sekali semasa di masjid, I had a lot of fun. ciuk lah baca yaasin 3 kali..at least gugur jua dosa-doas lalu sikit..Alhamdulillah jua..

OKAY, AND YEAH..IMAM nya atu so handsome.. i like him pakai his baju kerja. if he is mine, i mean my brother kah apakah yang penting rapat, i would have hug him haha. yea, he's sweet..adorable..charming.. (only if ia pakai that jubah) before ni aku berabisly inda minat imam.. kenapa? entah, i just simply rejected the idea of loving or liking someone yang entitled to be IMAM. After I met him, pendirian ni berubah haha. dorang pun manusia biasa jua and made mistakes (sengaja & tidak sengaja)
iatah tadi he smiled at me and i was so cair.. oh no!! am I in love or something? its hard to think about it though pasal at the same time, asal thinking of Imam ni, my Suhaidi's face will appear.. Oh Gosh..

iatah, so I made my decision.. I'll try to forget him (kalau buleh both) tapi kan.. eyy makin hari makin mengancam wah si Imam tu..eee..don't smile at me catu lagi..don't ever text me lagi..don't cakap dingdong lagi,,don't invite me to liat movies with you lagi...don't ever cakap something romantic lagi..it's hard to forget u bah mam,,tapi inda apa..i don't mind..i love challenges..see sejauh mana i can let my feelings control my mind..

AIYAA...
hehehe =D chow chow