Holy Friday.

today's friday.

Hari ni just jaga my bebehfruit...shopal gemuk...
He's baru 2months tapi if tani liat he's like 4months...
Kambang lagi tu...Kan becerita saja...
Since i don't talk too much kan iatah opal selalu cry...Hehehe.

Erm malam, i went to dikir...It was fun...Triak2...Spit my lungs out...Hahah.
Boring wah before ni,so apa lagi...Release stress dsana lah...
Kami dikir skajap sja tadi...So,pulangan fulus pun ok ok aja...

Apa lagi ah, today nothing much kan diceritakan...
Tidur memanjang,jaga opal,mlm jaga nini...

So,maybe ni saja lah.
Gtg.

"talk is cheap BUT i did love you...Still...Always..."
:)

addicted to you

Hey,i'm here again... (:

umm..Hari ni boring...Nda ku tau kan buat apa...

Okay, tadi sociology...Still methods of research, we're asked to set up a structured questionnaire...And kami pilih pasal 'relationships & marriage'
it was Umi's idea pulang...Mau buat pasal relationships...And aku ikut lah saja...
Siuk2 lah questions kami...Hehehe...

Geography...Over/under/optimum population...

Bhs melayu blajar pasal novel sebelum perang

gp still on our project...Saturday presentation...
And ps tidur... :(

Hmph...My heart's sakit...
I really don't know kenapa...
So sad... ='(

.................

wraping my day

uhuh...physically tired...
whats the time now?
0018hr??Wow... Eh,28th may sudah ni...

*flashing back*
yesterday,payday...
long queue kaliah every ATMs...
they were all smiling...
but then duit tu skajap saja d wallet tu...

kami makan d restaurant Chola,nice...
baru first time sana,so a lil bit sakai... i met Hafsah sana.She's with her sister...Makan apakah durang,i dnt knw...
For mine, i ordered chips&nuggets,roti kosong and also carrot juice...
Hehehe...Penafsuan banar...Hahahah..

And i hadnt enough rest kan tu,sampai saja rumah my aunt sampai and i have to rush...
So,i pampered myself masa jaga nini lah...4hours ah...
Usually inda ku tdur pulang tapi ani... AMPAR wah... Huhuhu

ayte, got to go...
Mau bobo...


"there's an empty place in my heart and baby, without you it'll just break apart.."

to bend and not to break

i'm sitting on school's 3rd floor toilet bowl now...
manufacturing my own chocolate cookies...
hahah yuck...
"batah kan kuar..."

em okay,tadi buat apa ah...
geography's assesment final mark is out and yes,i got a C.Syukur Alhamdulillah...
I've scanned a little saja on the paper and so far,i can only see 3 passes, 2 people got C and a person gotten E. Well others,sorry to say...They've got the 'U'niversity...
Jgn putus asa guys...
Put more effort on it...

uhh too much to do on the other subject, my sociology dE'am0r...
i don't really understand much of the methods of research...
How to answer the question,which is relevant,irrelevant,which has to be memorise,etc...
need to study more...and more...and more...

tadi GP class,Muna's absent...Good luck Muna on your Maths exam...
kami tadi just relax2 saja,cerita2...And Amal asked me about 'relationships'...Unfortunately i really can't say anything about that...Totally blank...
hey guys...Not all teenagers got sweet hetreosexual relationship kaliah...So do i...
BUT i'm happy...(its a lie)

honestly, i don't want u to go away from my life. I hate to be left alone... Just go skajap saja and later on, come back to me... No matter how long will it takes, i'm always here waiting for you... Perhaps if nothing's changed lah... :)
don't end this relationship...don't break it...

once my baby, always my baby

hmm...how sweet the heading is... (:
i just love it...
it reminds me of someone whose about to desert me away from his life...
at first,i do really mind for how easy he is in generalising his decisions but then... after i 'verstehen' myself into his, maybe one day i'll understand...
it's okay,baby...
tho' it really hurts but i know u're hurt too...

Okay, for the first time during my schooldays, i was crying...
can't stand the situation i'm facing now...
this is just too much...
i got no one to hang on with...to hold on...to cry to...
huhuhu...
But hey,i've got to be strong...
World's sucks...
And i dont want to be suckers...

err...
this afternoon,i just spent my time at the school library...
studying...revising...
hmph...
and hey,tadi Ms.Farah totally insane...she'd gone mad after what wafy (i dont know the person's exact name) kan manipulate her but Ms.Farah handal,she's out of the 'false consciousness' and apa lagi...jadi lah 'Ms.Farah's Rebelution'...
Kami lagi tadi ciput ganya semangat kan study...Semua tired, and this including me...Huhuhu...
Class dismissed early,later on some of my colleges cakap Ms.Farah selalu nangis after ia marah or stress...
Hey,i dont know and its normal jua bah...
Ms.Farah's nice...Well-motivated tutor...
Her handouts way too good compare to my ex tutor punya notes (mention no name)

Apa lagi...
Today banyak students absent.They sat for Eng O lvl exam.Hows the paper guys?Kacang?
Hope dapat best result lah ah...

Alright, gotta go now...

"ain't success without failure"

aluuhaa...

Hey people...
I'm here again...
mcm chipsmore,ilang2 saja...

Emm what to tell ah...
maybe as a warming up, i'll tell you pasal my school life lah which obviously dull and boring but on the other hand, my academic performance dramatically increased...

i've just finished my first assesment...And here are my results...
SOCIOLOGY = A,
GENERAL PAPER = A,
GEOGRAPHY = C,
BHS MELAYU = *cg.Suhaili havent finish marking,batah wah!!*

okay, if last year punya first assesment apa ku dapat nah...
SOCIOLOGY = E
ENG. O'Level = D
GEOGRAPHY = D kali. Inda ingat
BHS. MELAYU = C

huge changes kan...
em,i'm proud of myself pulang...
Syukur Alhamdulillah that i repeat, atleast i can undo my mistakes and improved.

So yah, maybe thats all for now.

I love my family. (:

Apa ni kan...