*sorry for the absence of my 'new-update' life stories (that is last few days), i was busy revising*
today,bloody monday!!
03:30AM.
Ani i'm resting. Rehatkan minda after having a short note-taking on sociological perspectives & socialisation. Tired babe..
InsyaAllah i'll pass my sociology. I didn't really workhard but my expectation to get atleast C is high. Haha. Will i pass and dapat C??Haha. Mudahan jua lah..E pun syukurtah huhu.
Karang,8.00am-9.30am is my Sociology final examination. It will be held arah Student Council Room.
Ya Allah, please make me calm as calm as the clam. Haha.
i'll prove to you Sir that i'll never get 'U' for this Sociology. So sad,i get 'U' for last assesment on Geography. Huhuh='(
okay, the bell rings tadi sudah.Got to go.WISH ME LUCK!!
Outta here..
i love you :)
Ahad, 24 Ogos 2008
Ahad, 17 Ogos 2008
Persiapan
Today Sunday,17th Aug'08 (11.35pm)
okay..Hari ni was a hectic day for me. Dari tengahari until pukul11 tadi aku jalan, tengahari-petang i went for a window shopping with my sister & tunang (abg ami) then malam jalan with my sisters and my mum,shopping..
Shopping List:-
- curtain for my sis's vogue wedding
- kain for my sis's best ever wedding to-be. (mine is $15/mtr. Mahal jua tu. Free lining)
- kain for raya. Warna grey. Not my pilihan. My mum's. Okay lah. Lawa. Bagi 4 bintang saja hehe. (kain nya $7.25/mtr,lining 4.50/mtr and kain lagi $3+/mtr)
- Johnsons Baby Milk Bath *aku punya (Hua Ho:$5.60)
total semua: u guys kira saja lah;p
iatah semua tu sponsored by my sister's Hong Kong CREDIT CARD. F it was cash,wow!! Tebal tu wallet. Hehe
tadi i was looking for kain warna orange..Ada lawa berabis..But tadi aku inda bawa my money..Hampa lah ku. And the price is murah jua wah, $11.50 kali..Nanti check lagi eh..
Ohh yah, today Gbel marah aku. I don't know kenapa. Asal saja mentioning my ex's ia marah2. Hey we're friends wah. Kenapa pulang kan marah2 ni. Ee..Baru jua kawan sudah tia kan kongkong. Hate it.. U..Jangan marah-marah bah,kenapa kan ni ee..
Bah bah,gtg. Kan sleep awal.
xoxo baby..
okay..Hari ni was a hectic day for me. Dari tengahari until pukul11 tadi aku jalan, tengahari-petang i went for a window shopping with my sister & tunang (abg ami) then malam jalan with my sisters and my mum,shopping..
Shopping List:-
- curtain for my sis's vogue wedding
- kain for my sis's best ever wedding to-be. (mine is $15/mtr. Mahal jua tu. Free lining)
- kain for raya. Warna grey. Not my pilihan. My mum's. Okay lah. Lawa. Bagi 4 bintang saja hehe. (kain nya $7.25/mtr,lining 4.50/mtr and kain lagi $3+/mtr)
- Johnsons Baby Milk Bath *aku punya (Hua Ho:$5.60)
total semua: u guys kira saja lah;p
iatah semua tu sponsored by my sister's Hong Kong CREDIT CARD. F it was cash,wow!! Tebal tu wallet. Hehe
tadi i was looking for kain warna orange..Ada lawa berabis..But tadi aku inda bawa my money..Hampa lah ku. And the price is murah jua wah, $11.50 kali..Nanti check lagi eh..
Ohh yah, today Gbel marah aku. I don't know kenapa. Asal saja mentioning my ex's ia marah2. Hey we're friends wah. Kenapa pulang kan marah2 ni. Ee..Baru jua kawan sudah tia kan kongkong. Hate it.. U..Jangan marah-marah bah,kenapa kan ni ee..
Bah bah,gtg. Kan sleep awal.
xoxo baby..
Sabtu, 16 Ogos 2008
Makin Hari Makin Mengancam (hard to forget you)
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI NISFU SYAABAN 2008
Today, Saturday 16.08.08(11:06pm)
well tadi pagi starts with bangun pukul 4:13 (janji arah mama kul 4 bangun haha) sekali kami bersahur and sembahyang di masjid..
di sekolah, tadi awal datang hehe. bagus juga tu if hari-hari awal datang, elaun pun inda di potong. (yeahh!!) okay, tengahari tu terasa lah lapar..its lunch time kan tapi tahan saja. berkat bersabar akhirnya sampai ke ptg aku relax saja hehe. pretending inda lapar lah. pura-pura kuat walaupun bibir ni kering sudah. kan minta air tapi inda apa, sabar saja hehe
sekali semasa di masjid, I had a lot of fun. ciuk lah baca yaasin 3 kali..at least gugur jua dosa-doas lalu sikit..Alhamdulillah jua..
OKAY, AND YEAH..IMAM nya atu so handsome.. i like him pakai his baju kerja. if he is mine, i mean my brother kah apakah yang penting rapat, i would have hug him haha. yea, he's sweet..adorable..charming.. (only if ia pakai that jubah) before ni aku berabisly inda minat imam.. kenapa? entah, i just simply rejected the idea of loving or liking someone yang entitled to be IMAM. After I met him, pendirian ni berubah haha. dorang pun manusia biasa jua and made mistakes (sengaja & tidak sengaja)
iatah tadi he smiled at me and i was so cair.. oh no!! am I in love or something? its hard to think about it though pasal at the same time, asal thinking of Imam ni, my Suhaidi's face will appear.. Oh Gosh..
iatah, so I made my decision.. I'll try to forget him (kalau buleh both) tapi kan.. eyy makin hari makin mengancam wah si Imam tu..eee..don't smile at me catu lagi..don't ever text me lagi..don't cakap dingdong lagi,,don't invite me to liat movies with you lagi...don't ever cakap something romantic lagi..it's hard to forget u bah mam,,tapi inda apa..i don't mind..i love challenges..see sejauh mana i can let my feelings control my mind..
AIYAA...
hehehe =D chow chow
Today, Saturday 16.08.08(11:06pm)
well tadi pagi starts with bangun pukul 4:13 (janji arah mama kul 4 bangun haha) sekali kami bersahur and sembahyang di masjid..
di sekolah, tadi awal datang hehe. bagus juga tu if hari-hari awal datang, elaun pun inda di potong. (yeahh!!) okay, tengahari tu terasa lah lapar..its lunch time kan tapi tahan saja. berkat bersabar akhirnya sampai ke ptg aku relax saja hehe. pretending inda lapar lah. pura-pura kuat walaupun bibir ni kering sudah. kan minta air tapi inda apa, sabar saja hehe
sekali semasa di masjid, I had a lot of fun. ciuk lah baca yaasin 3 kali..at least gugur jua dosa-doas lalu sikit..Alhamdulillah jua..
OKAY, AND YEAH..IMAM nya atu so handsome.. i like him pakai his baju kerja. if he is mine, i mean my brother kah apakah yang penting rapat, i would have hug him haha. yea, he's sweet..adorable..charming.. (only if ia pakai that jubah) before ni aku berabisly inda minat imam.. kenapa? entah, i just simply rejected the idea of loving or liking someone yang entitled to be IMAM. After I met him, pendirian ni berubah haha. dorang pun manusia biasa jua and made mistakes (sengaja & tidak sengaja)
iatah tadi he smiled at me and i was so cair.. oh no!! am I in love or something? its hard to think about it though pasal at the same time, asal thinking of Imam ni, my Suhaidi's face will appear.. Oh Gosh..
iatah, so I made my decision.. I'll try to forget him (kalau buleh both) tapi kan.. eyy makin hari makin mengancam wah si Imam tu..eee..don't smile at me catu lagi..don't ever text me lagi..don't cakap dingdong lagi,,don't invite me to liat movies with you lagi...don't ever cakap something romantic lagi..it's hard to forget u bah mam,,tapi inda apa..i don't mind..i love challenges..see sejauh mana i can let my feelings control my mind..
AIYAA...
hehehe =D chow chow
Khamis, 14 Ogos 2008
I Want You
Today, Thursday 14.08.08 (23:08)
i usually update my blog aher.Well i kinda treat my blog macam my diary. Bukannya ada orang liat pun.Its just me.
Hari ni aku qada puasa. Ngaleh jua eh inda minum&makan a.Hehe. Lemah seluruh badan. Hee. Um,tadi dskulah aku tdor..(Masa lunch lah bukan masa belajar) tired & sleepy berabis wahh..
Petangnya i spend my time surfing internet. Visiting blog-bruneians yang pakar in photography. Handal-handal wah dorang. I wish i could be one of them though i know its payah. Hehe. We'll see cana nanti.
Emm,tadi ke masjid..So macam biasa lah..And yang duty tadi was imam Hj Zainul. And ada kawanku sana. Sakit hatiku ah if liat ia & he act macam nada. So,aku apa lagi..Buat macam nada jua lah. As if kami inda kenal..I don't know why..Sasak ku..(i'm sorry)
tadi abang text aku and kami cerita-cerita about life kami. And so,since this saturday,16.08 (both of us should celebrate our 1year anniversary tapi we're putus udah) iatah aku pun cakap pasal ani lah..Its frustrating tapi i have to say sorry..I told him to wait for me until the time is right. I still love him..Aku kan balik arahnya but will he wait for me??Masa aku cakap pasal ani ia diam saja & try to elak. Aku inda tau apa ia mau. Abang inda pernah gtau wah. Semua abang simpan='(
if u sudah found someone abang, please tell her apa yang abang rasa. Jangan abang simpan. Orang indakan tau abang kalau abang inda share. I want to know more about you tapi you made us as a magnet. I'm the south pole and you mau jua jadi south pole. How can we continue this relationship if you never tell..Never gtau apa yang abang rasa..Sakit abang,syg liat abg catu..:'(
<<..i love you..>>
i usually update my blog aher.Well i kinda treat my blog macam my diary. Bukannya ada orang liat pun.Its just me.
Hari ni aku qada puasa. Ngaleh jua eh inda minum&makan a.Hehe. Lemah seluruh badan. Hee. Um,tadi dskulah aku tdor..(Masa lunch lah bukan masa belajar) tired & sleepy berabis wahh..
Petangnya i spend my time surfing internet. Visiting blog-bruneians yang pakar in photography. Handal-handal wah dorang. I wish i could be one of them though i know its payah. Hehe. We'll see cana nanti.
Emm,tadi ke masjid..So macam biasa lah..And yang duty tadi was imam Hj Zainul. And ada kawanku sana. Sakit hatiku ah if liat ia & he act macam nada. So,aku apa lagi..Buat macam nada jua lah. As if kami inda kenal..I don't know why..Sasak ku..(i'm sorry)
tadi abang text aku and kami cerita-cerita about life kami. And so,since this saturday,16.08 (both of us should celebrate our 1year anniversary tapi we're putus udah) iatah aku pun cakap pasal ani lah..Its frustrating tapi i have to say sorry..I told him to wait for me until the time is right. I still love him..Aku kan balik arahnya but will he wait for me??Masa aku cakap pasal ani ia diam saja & try to elak. Aku inda tau apa ia mau. Abang inda pernah gtau wah. Semua abang simpan='(
if u sudah found someone abang, please tell her apa yang abang rasa. Jangan abang simpan. Orang indakan tau abang kalau abang inda share. I want to know more about you tapi you made us as a magnet. I'm the south pole and you mau jua jadi south pole. How can we continue this relationship if you never tell..Never gtau apa yang abang rasa..Sakit abang,syg liat abg catu..:'(
<<..i love you..>>
Rabu, 13 Ogos 2008
My My My..
Today, 13th Aug'08 pukul 1157pm
i'm so tired..Dehydrated & frustrated..
Badanku semua sakit-sakit..='(
um,well hari ni nothing exciting's happen.Macam biasa saja.hari-hari yang ku lalui is partially boring (most of the time,anyway).
My wishes..Um aku mau kurus! Hahah. Nada wah, aku mau fit saja..Sehat..Physically & mentally.
Aku mau study overseas,ambil my degree & master sana. InsyaAllah..If my grades statisfies the government scholarship.
And,i want to be the best! The best of Me! My present efforts inda berapa..I want more tapi payah.Commitments ku banyak.I'm tired oledi.
Last but not least, get married lah wei..After aku dapat my carrier & stable financial position. (target age:26,27 or 28) hehehe
oh yah, dimalam awang gnul text aku. Very suprising. Its not him yang ku tunggu (i'm tired waiting him sudah) tapi he text me. Pasal ia pelupa so aku ceta2 saja apa ku mau. Gpun he really don't bother apa ku ckp. He's annoying. He want people care about him but he never even care about other people. I really hate people macam ia but what can i do, he's my friend & i have to treat him as a friend jua though i know i'm nothing (worthless) to him. And he said that, 'inda lagi lama ur birthday' and i was like "whatever". i thought ia lupa sudah then ia ckp 'manada lupa. Tengah fikir present pulang ni' duhh..Manasajatah gnul..Malas lagi ku,i may sound menyamal tapi inda lah..Its just aku inda mau mengharap. Acting like you're okay with your life tapi sebenarnya inda. Hey,,stop fooling urself wah..
i'm sorry. i really can't take it anymore..
=') g0od luck with ur life
i'm so tired..Dehydrated & frustrated..
Badanku semua sakit-sakit..='(
um,well hari ni nothing exciting's happen.Macam biasa saja.hari-hari yang ku lalui is partially boring (most of the time,anyway).
My wishes..Um aku mau kurus! Hahah. Nada wah, aku mau fit saja..Sehat..Physically & mentally.
Aku mau study overseas,ambil my degree & master sana. InsyaAllah..If my grades statisfies the government scholarship.
And,i want to be the best! The best of Me! My present efforts inda berapa..I want more tapi payah.Commitments ku banyak.I'm tired oledi.
Last but not least, get married lah wei..After aku dapat my carrier & stable financial position. (target age:26,27 or 28) hehehe
oh yah, dimalam awang gnul text aku. Very suprising. Its not him yang ku tunggu (i'm tired waiting him sudah) tapi he text me. Pasal ia pelupa so aku ceta2 saja apa ku mau. Gpun he really don't bother apa ku ckp. He's annoying. He want people care about him but he never even care about other people. I really hate people macam ia but what can i do, he's my friend & i have to treat him as a friend jua though i know i'm nothing (worthless) to him. And he said that, 'inda lagi lama ur birthday' and i was like "whatever". i thought ia lupa sudah then ia ckp 'manada lupa. Tengah fikir present pulang ni' duhh..Manasajatah gnul..Malas lagi ku,i may sound menyamal tapi inda lah..Its just aku inda mau mengharap. Acting like you're okay with your life tapi sebenarnya inda. Hey,,stop fooling urself wah..
i'm sorry. i really can't take it anymore..
=') g0od luck with ur life
Selasa, 12 Ogos 2008
Ahad, 10 Ogos 2008
Jerawat di pipi
Hari ini 11.08.08 (Isnin)
06.25am
obviously,people hates monday morning.Aku pun jua..But today,aku awal bangun though aku kelat sembahyang subuh. (krg qada) huhu.And yah,masa cuci muka aku liat cermin, eyy..Masih ada jerawat di pipi ani..I don't mind pulang of having this jerawat since ia kecil saja sizenya haha
cakap pasal jerawat ni,i have a friend..ia cakap if ada tumbuh jerawat di pipi ertinya ada orang rindu. Hey,siapa rindu aku ah??Hehe tapi bnrlah and aku tau siapa orangnya.. Jeng jeng..Huhu
i know its been a while kami inda jumpa..Macam entah ah..Jaranglah sudah kan jumpa..I do miss him jua walaupun aku a bit bother,why did he lie..I'm hoping he'll tell me the answer soon..(very soon)
missing him doesn't mean aku lupa Suhaidi.He owns my heart..And i'll never forget him. Masa tu i told mama that Suhaidi kursus SPSS (i don't mention his name though) and mama macam reluctant saja. Mama cakap,"biar tia jodohnya orang kerja Setia jua" terdiam jua ku tu..='( bah bah,kalau catu baiktah ku kerja SETIA jua heheh nada wah..I'll try to achieve my dreams!
i gtg now,aher sudah..Skulah lagi ni..Huhu
06.25am
obviously,people hates monday morning.Aku pun jua..But today,aku awal bangun though aku kelat sembahyang subuh. (krg qada) huhu.And yah,masa cuci muka aku liat cermin, eyy..Masih ada jerawat di pipi ani..I don't mind pulang of having this jerawat since ia kecil saja sizenya haha
cakap pasal jerawat ni,i have a friend..ia cakap if ada tumbuh jerawat di pipi ertinya ada orang rindu. Hey,siapa rindu aku ah??Hehe tapi bnrlah and aku tau siapa orangnya.. Jeng jeng..Huhu
i know its been a while kami inda jumpa..Macam entah ah..Jaranglah sudah kan jumpa..I do miss him jua walaupun aku a bit bother,why did he lie..I'm hoping he'll tell me the answer soon..(very soon)
missing him doesn't mean aku lupa Suhaidi.He owns my heart..And i'll never forget him. Masa tu i told mama that Suhaidi kursus SPSS (i don't mention his name though) and mama macam reluctant saja. Mama cakap,"biar tia jodohnya orang kerja Setia jua" terdiam jua ku tu..='( bah bah,kalau catu baiktah ku kerja SETIA jua heheh nada wah..I'll try to achieve my dreams!
i gtg now,aher sudah..Skulah lagi ni..Huhu
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